now at 4:35 pm.. hm what should i talk today.. long distance relay? okay.. now.. someone had taught me about hope.. alright everything is about hope.. if you hope for someone to be with u.. or u hope for something else like anything. it doesnt have to be about relay.. it can be about life or exam results or it could be anything.. then work for it. try hard to make it happen.. and always hoping for the best.. u must show an effort.. if u dont then dont ever dream about it.. whatever happens to u.. u need to stand up again and and dont give up.. chase whatever u dream for.. kalau about relay.. dipisahkan sejauh mana pun.. if there's a hope, u will get to be together.. dont u worry.. cause in the end.. u will get what u want the most.. dont stop believing.. my dear.. i trust u ')
-xoxo, D-
so here at 11:16 pm.. i would like to share a story.. about a boy who disappear 2 yrs ago..and suddenly comeback this year.. wondering where r u all this time? but ya its not a perfect time.. but the effort that he showed me yang buat aku cam nak trust dia.. and ya im not regret giving my trust to him.. well mmg susah nak caya orang.. lagi2 kalau kau dah banyak kali kene bende yang same.. but last chance wont hurt right? give a chance to yourself..
-xoxo,D-
now at 9:29 pm an im writing about this.. actually this is not about freedom.. its just that we are free from pt3!!.. huehue so yeah lets get back into the main topic here.. "never give up.there is no such thing as an ending..just a new beginning".. its just okay as an example.. kau kene cam dikecewakan lah orang kate en.. just dont feel that is the end of your story.. trust me.. u will get better than him or her.. cause there is no such thing as an ending.. its just a new beginning..
alright hey guys.. now at 3:36 pm im writing about this picture here.. alright firstly i just want to tell you guys that im sick.. yea im having a fever right now.. ugh.. next week trial tho!.. trial for pt3.. alright calm down.. actually i dont have time for this to be honest.. i should study but something tells me that i have to take a rest for awhile.. so here i am now.. look.. this picture is about like you cant move on if u still stuck on the past.. this is my own experience.. its about love.. i already move on with this little guy.. because yea i want to move on.. u cant expect just to move on like that right? u have to try.. try and try.. never stop trying.. u have to chase for the freedom.. dont let the pass haunting you down.. fight it!.. okay so last but not least.. pray for me to do the best in my trial next week.. first day of my test is bahasa and math.. second day are english and science.. third day is syariah,kemahiran hidup and sejarah.. fourth day is usuluddin and some papers that doesnt include in pt3.. and last day are arabic and geografi.. so yep.. wish me luck!..
what do you think if your friends couple with someone that younger than your friend? i mean the boy is younger.. weird? just fine? ew no?
yow.. so now at 8:56 pm im writing about my feelings again.. so yeah im kind of emotional at my last post .. cause yeah its hurt if the one that you loved leave u.. but then i remember my history sir said that.. dont think about love yet.. think about your life and your carrier and all your studies.. sir said.. if u skip your learning.. just to get a love for your life.. its not worth it.. cause rugi sangat.. sebab u dh tinggalkan kerjaya, gaji yang lumayan.. acewah.. but.. oh sorry im killing a cockroach just now.. ok lets continue.. oh yeah but if u keep going step by step.. means like u lalu pendidikan,kerjaya,dapat kerja yang best.. then the love will come to you.. so if you want to be loved by someone or u want to love someone.. dont make that as a reason to stop you from your good life.. lebihkan dekat kerjaya.. not love.. i hope i can do that soon... alright.. im gonna study for my exam tomorrow.. usuluddin and english paper.. wish me luck!
-xoxo D

heyya guys!! omg lame sehh x update.. yeah whatever.. now at 8:43 p.m.. i want to tell u guys about what happen la for this year.. my new class are awesome.. like real awesome.. cause they are just like my family.. they understand me better than anyone.. they give me such a happiness.. and also aku jadi penolong kelas.. blehh tomorrow i have to attend the bengkel la.. BOK stands for bengkel organisasi kelas.. payah tau senanye jadi penolong.. ingat senang kah? but its fun actually.. last 2 weeks if im not mistaken.. my class buat gotong royong kelas and kiteorang cat warna blue and white.. and yeah our floor still x bersihkan like seriously?? nevermind.. bak kate a.amani "cikgu.. comot tu lawa" ahahaha okeh beb.. alright.. err what else.. oh yeah.. my tuitionmate pon best for this year since im not the only one muslim girl there.. there are 3 others.. so i have friends laa... yang lain pon kawan jugakk.. im being friends with everyone ok? hoho.. and lets hear something funny.. to me la.. its kinda funny cause since we are on form 3 students now.. all of my friends are talking about boys boys boys.. including me act AHAHAH.. masing2 dah ade.. not bf la.. but crush.. its good actually cause it makes us feel insipired or give us semangat untuk belaja.. me? shhh.. secret! ehehe.. but u know what.. this year.. i hope i can make my parents proud of me.. seriously guys i dont know what to say.. but here my advice to you.. every year u must have new azam.. means what u want to achieve this year or whatever year.. and put some effort for it.. every year we have a chance to do better.. so use that chance properly.. make this year better than last year.. and for me too.. alright.. thats all from me for now.. and this message is for him.. i know he will never know this page.. but in case u find this.. i want to say.. miss u.. AHAHAHA thats all byebye!
-xoxo D