hye.. now at 6:29 pm.. sometimes some people will say that the one who cries is weak.. not tough enough.. mengada.. but actually.. u dont know hard her/his life is.. and one of my friend said "better nangis dari kau tahan.. nanti kau sakit".. if u keep the pain longer.. u will get weaker.. just cry if u cant hold it anymore.. its the best way.. biarlah orang nak cakap ape.. they dont know us.. so..this is just simple advice.. no matter what happen.. stay strong.. there must be a reason behind something happen.. if u cant stand that pain alone.. share to someone that u can trust to.. or just pray to Allah.. Allah always hear us and always wait us to speak with him.. and cheer up! ok? alright im gonna take a bath.. ahahaha.. chauu
-xoxo D
hyep... now.. at 3:25 pm.. alright.. this picture was on last saturday.. we went to maira's house to make a birthday suprise for her and nurin.. siyes.. that day is the besr day of my lifeee.. ahahhaha.. dorang lawak gile dooo... and siyes dah lame x jumpe dorang.. and then kiteorang jumpe balik.. dari pagii sampai la ke petang.. nurin balik awal cause she have a wedding event to attend.. belon tu belon helium au.. and we tried to make suare yang cam chipmunk tu gune helium tu... MENJADI sehh.. ahahahhaha... lawak gileeee... video tu kat maira x silap... mawaddah pon ade.. but x bagi agi.. maira time first2 masuk dalam bilik ngan nurin and farah.. oh lupe.. farah jadi pelakon terbaik!! ahahahahah.. dia yang ajak maira and nurin gi ttc untuk konon cam jenjalan la ape la.. actually that is just an act.. kiteorang nak hias bilik maira sebab tu kiteorang suh farah ajak maira and nurin keluar.. then.. bile nurin masuk bilik maira.. she said.. "waaah" and maira said "keje sape nii" AHAHAH.. and then kiteorang ramai ramai nyanyi HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!~~~ they cried.. omg.. i hug maira since she is my bae hoho.. dorang cakap first time kene caniii.. alolololo.. cute jee... pahtu amyra and mawaddah siap leh berebut cakap ni plan dia ni plan dia.. sabo jee.. ha senang plan kite semuaaa.. AHAHA... ok guys.. next time jumpe agi.. i love u guys ketat2.. thanks sebab sanggup tunggu aku jugak even aku dah lambat gile... thanks sangat2.. ! <3..
p/s: mawaddah nak birthday suprise cani gak.. sile buat.. AHAHAHA
-xoxo D
haiii... wow.. dah lame x on sehh.. i've changed my header.. cute right? hohoho XD.. btw... i got soo much to tell you.. but first.. let me tell you about my results.. menaik alhamdulillah.. but i dont know yet about my class next year.. tak keluar lagi.. i dont have A's huhuhuhu.. and my englishh subject is 83%... 2 more marks to get A.. im cryinggg T_T .. but yeah at least my sejarah,geografi and science are pass... ! uuu congrates!! *clap hands* my number is 16/32 kalau x silap.. and kalau dalam tingkatan im 81/164.. okeh la tu.. i hope i will do better nanti ujian 1 nanti.. or most important thing is PT3!.. yeah.. im getting 15 yrs old soon... uhuh... muka dah matang en? (baldi mane baldi) AHAHAHA... well.. em.. now what? bleh bleh bleh... okeh.. thats all for this post.. i will post banyak agi lepas ni... ehehe.. soo chau for noww..
-xoxo D
hye there! now at 1:47 pm.. im writing about
my feeling actually.. yep.. yesterday.. my phone kene amik by my father.. i dont even know why.. i do all the thing they asked.. they think that i just locked my self in the room and play games or chatting with my friends.. im studying in my room okay? i have 3 papers more.. so i study.. i only switch on my phone when im bored and feel sleepy.. just to hear a song.. why they dont understand me? they are my parents but why they cant understand me? they think by taking away my phone i will be more discipline lah? no.. they wrong.. they make me dont want to do anything even more.. alright.. i know today im being a negative person cause im tired of being positive.. it hurt me so much u know? but what can i do? i just can do like what the picture said.. "im gonna smile like nothing's wrong,pretend like everything's all right,act like its all perfect,even though inside it really hurts.."
-xoxo D
haiii... ohoho... konon x on.. haktuih.. now at 1:15 pm.. today is friday and harini our first exam paper are bm and geo.. honestly bm is more difficult than geo.. uhuhu..cause the peribahasa i forgot to read it.. huwaa... its okeyh.. i just wish that i pass the subject.. or at least B.. AAMIIN.. em.. btw.. this message is for anis.. i dont know if u reading this or not.. but if u reading this.. i want u to know that i wish i can be there sitting beside you.. let u put your head on my shoulder and cry as much as u want.. i wish that i can hug u now.. stay strong baby.. and come to school... i already missing u soo much.. upbeat squad also missing you.. oh.. study jugak k? love u anis.. jinjja saranghae.. alright back to the topic.. yep im here.. so.. u know what? im awesome.. pfftt.. joke joke.. okay actually i dont know what to say.. i just want to say.. goodluck againn.. and wish me luck.. alright chau..
-xoxo D
alright guys.. i'll be off for a while cause tomorrow dah start sekolah and my final exam getting nearer so yeah.. huhuhu but sokeyh.. once i finished my exam.. i will always update hohohoho.. so keep smiling and cheerful.. take care of yourself sepanjang ketiadaan aku.. hak tuih.. ahahahaha alrightt love u muahhhhh... btw.. to pt3 candicates.. goodluck! abg mirul,uncle haziq, kak myra and uncle mirul.. goodluck okehh?? and also untuk pat gakk semuaaa.. goodluck.. i wish u the best.. u study.. u usaha.. in shaa Allah boleh... alrightt..? chauuu
-xoxo D
thanks mom cause brought me and qina swimming and ioi.. that vanilla blended is awesome! ahahah.. sebab time ni tengah haus.. kalau tengah haus ke lapar ke everything memang sedap je la... the manequinn nak pose gak.. kui3.. yeah im wearing shawl.. actually i dont like to wear shawl cause cam make my face lagi nampak bulat.. but today it's kinda okay so.. pakai je ler.. alright thats all.. chau..
-xoxo D
now at 2:25 pm.. jiwang sikit eh harini... ahaha.. alright.. like that picture said.. have you ever loved somebody so much that it made you cry? have i? yes i have.. crying because he's so close with other girl.. pffttt... sometimes i feel like i want to move on from liking him but.. i just cant.. pfftt.. everytime when he talked to me i was like.. "aku tarik balik ape aku cakap" ahahahahha.. but yeah.. i dont want to over reacted first cause im still study and will have some bigger exam like pt3 and spm.. so i guess i just want to keep this feeling by myself.. my mom said.. its okay to have a boyrfriend as long as i dont bring the lovey lovey thing into my studies.. cause it will make me not foccus in class.. but actually better x yah ade.. but depends.. if u can handle it go ahead.. but my advice.. choose the right person.. dont choose a wrong person.. u might get hurt by them.. love someone that love u more than u love them.. if your love are more than their love towards you.. they might be cheated on your back.. its better to have someone that want u.. not u want them.. or u will regret it.. and try to be the best for your partner.. once they bored.. they will leave.. try to understand each other.. try to trust each other.. try to be honest with your partner.. cause love is nothing without trusting,understanding,honesty and loyalty.. but!.. for girls.. cause pempuan ni hati lembut right.. so i give an advice especially for you girls.. for the one who is your first time being in a relationship.. dont give all of your heart.. if u give all.. im scared it will hurt you.. cause u will not be able to let go of your partner if they leave you.. like i said tadi.. let your partner love u more than you love them.. but.. kalau dah dapat partner yang caring about you.. sanggup sacrifice anything just for you.. try to appreciate them.. susah nak dapat someone like betul2 caring about u.. betul2 love u with all of their heart.. so once u get them.. be loyal.. i tell u what.. paras rupa is not important.. the most important is.. the way they treated u.. oklah.. kite letak paras rupe nombor dua lah.. since sekarang memang orang nak pempuan yang lawa lawa and laki yg hencem hencem en.. ahahha.. but.. u have to be careful okeyh.. cause.. sometimes there will be some reason why they want u.. either they want to love u and take care of you.. or they just want to use you for something.. so u have to be smart ok? but the best thing is.. focus first for your studies.. jodoh akan datang kemudian... okeyh.. chauu..
-xoxo D
up beat squad.. formed since last year.. but the title baru official this year.. ahaha.. yeah.. we are 7 girls.. have different personalities... wawa is kind,girly but..! girly2 pon.. kalau marah jangan cakap ah.. kui3.. wawa i love her style.. her favourite colour is pink.. dulu moto dia #wawareda now.. x de dah reda reda.. balas balik punye ahahha.. actually i knew her since kindergarten.. and i met her again in standard 6 at SRADN.. then we start to be closed since form 1.. kalau duduk dengan dia.. memang asyik gelak je.. hati dia lembut je.. rai's gf.. ahahaha.. eh tak!.. dia ramai scandal kpop ni.. ahahhaa kpop ye... bukan scandal pape ahahaha.. if you guys proud to have many bias ke boyfriend ke.. wait for her to said " alah.. kau x tau aku ade 967 scandal" actually number tu dia akan cakap sendiri nanti dengan lancarnye.. ahahhaa.. and the way she's running.. make us feel that it's really funny and cute at the same time.. and.. GWS waa.. love u yang.. okeh.. isma is girl who wearing a pair of spectacles..her word.. jenis lepas.. so.. berani lah buat dia marah.. then u will have her powerful words.. budak musically ni.. dah maju wooo.. ahaha.. first time i met her was the day that i have to come home with ustazah zahurin who is her mom and i have to wait for my mom at her house.. kiteorang kenal kenal.. then tanye pasal studies then gelak2.. tuptup rapat dah.. ahahaha... mata dia kalau jeling.. foah.. jelingan maut kau... ehehe.. one thing i love about her is she like to speak english.. she loves to try speak in english.. thats why i salute her.. so isma stay funny and stay by my side always k? anis kurnis.. hoho.. she also wearing a pair of spectacles.. she is the most smartest among us.. class first katekan.. wawa's bae.. kalau boleh masukkan voice kat sini dah lame aku ajuk care dia panggil kiteorang kalau kiteorang majok ngan dia ke ape.. first met at sam10... our school.. time form 1.. wawa kenalkan.. i love her.. thats all i can say about u.. the way she's laughing.. the way she's mad with us.. the way she's calling us when we are mad at her.. her lips! foah.. ahahhaa.. and dia jenis pembersih.. bile nampak something kotor kat tudung mula lah dia tanye macam mane boleh kotor lah ape la.. macam kiteorang tau.. ahhaha.. x pe nis... thats why we love u muahhh.. qaisara.. first met at SRADN gak.. she is the most cutest in our group.. gws qai.. dia kalau marah.. haaa.. siap kau.. the way she laugh omg met my heart melts.. ahahah.. rai selalu kene marah dengan qai ni.. ahahah since the day that rai cakap qai kene tinggal bas ke ape ntah.. ahahaha.. sejak tu dia geramm je ngan rai ni.. ahaha.. sabo je lah rai... but the way she mad.. i dont know but i dont feel scared at all but i feel it is very cute!.. trust me... kalau korang dengar care dia marah.. korang akan gelak.. ahaha.. i love to hug her.. and selfie with her.. cause she loves to smile ^^.. love u muahhh.. raijin and nadirah... finally.. dua dua ni boyish .. masing2 suke warna hitam... aku x berani kacau dua orang ni bile dorang badmood.. foah.. salah cakap aje kene sembur.. nadirah.. actually ah jujur la.. senanye dia ni ayu ! AHAHAHAHAH.. she is a prefect.. dia kalau majok susah nak pujuk.. kate je boyish.. tapi majok macam girl gak.. eh kau memang girl pon ahahahah.. rahil.. acah siyes.. that time when kiteorang tunggu mak ayah amik dari sekolah.. kiteorang cabar dia wat siyes for 2 minutes.. dia terus buat muka cam "eh aku boleh buat siyes jap" then she closed her eyes and betulkan her sit position and put one of her hand kat dia nye dagu.. aku nyampah tengok ahahahahahha.. terus aku cakap "blah ah kau" terus dia gelak ahahahahaha... adoiyaii lawak do hari tu memang gelak jeee.. but dia memang boleh serious.. bile time belajar.. dia memang fokus betul2.. dia ni power sejarah.. haa.. okeh korang dua.. saba ye dengan kate kate ni sebab kau akan rase geli kejap.. love u too soo muchh.. and i treasure u guys soo much.. may Allah bless our friendship.. goodluck for PAT.. muahhh..
-xoxo D
ronin squad.. formed since last year.. from the left nukman,nadzmi,syafiq,me,rahil.. okeyh i know im a little bit over in that picture.. pfftt.. this picture was taken when err ade one event tu.. what the meaning of ronin? actually it is gabungan for our name..
R= raijin (rahil) O= oren (syafiq) N= nuk (nukman) I=insomnia (me) N= nadzmi.. okeyh.. u guys must be weird why syafiq's nickname is oren right? okeh let me tell you a history about it.. ceh.. panggilan "oren" tu terjadi because of one day time form 1.. we want to discuss about jamuan.. then nak panggil name dia but kiteorang lupe.. time tu kiteorang pakai baju koko.. as u can see in that picture.. yang warna oren tu baju koko kiteorang.. so rahil pon panggil "weh oren" and x sangka dia pandang.. so bermulalah panggilan oren tu kat dia.. raijin lak name tu diberi oleh syafiq.. because of me pulak.. that time i feel lazy to call her rahil.. so i just called her "rai sini jap" since that semua panggil dia rai.. and syafiq ni otaku.. and minat anime punye orang.. so mula lah dia cipta name raijin tu.. rai in japanese means thunder.. petir.. yeah.. insomnia biaselah.. x leh tido.. susah tido.. actually i got many nickname.. santa claus because i always said "hoho".. baby batuk makan popcorn because dorang gi edit my picture aku pegang popcorn.. pahtu ape ntah yang membuatkan dorang cakap batuk.. aku lupe ahahaha.. baby tu because of my nickname at home.. and my family called me baby.. so yeah.. i still feel sad cause u guys can't attend my birthday party that day.. huhuh.. but! thanks to nuk.. he gave me such a beautiful shoes.. but.. terlebih size lak x pe lah.. still lawaaa.. thanks dude! ^^.. haa yang lain mane present aku.. ahahahha.. jkjk.. oh.. we have a tradition.. for our squad lah.. it's like a family.. syafiq we called him along because he is the eldest among us.. and also.. the elder can bully the younger.. bukanlah buli teterok pon.. its just suh belikan itu ini je.. tu pon kalau terserempak.. and ade satu mase kiteorang tukar pulak.. the youngest can bully back.. pfftt.. aku kene buli ngan dak nadzmi tuh since he is the youngest.. im second last and nuk is third last.. our annyversary is on february if im not mistaken.. wow panjang dah.. kui3.. btw.. thanks guys for everything.. may Allah bless our friendship.. goodluck for PAT.. i love u guys.. and thanks for making me happy when im in a badmood..
-xoxo D
sff... group formed since 2013.. farah adiba.. humaira safiyyah.. fatimah zahraa.. mawaddah madihah... shaheera dhania.. i knew farah since standard 1.. humaira since standard 3.. mawaddah and fatimah since standard 5... even sometimes there will be a fight but we still together no matter what.. this picture is when im celebrating my 14's birthday.. they said that they can't come cause of transportation.. but then suddenly my cousin said some girls at outside are waiting for me.. so i thought that there are the girls that i invited too.. but then suddenly they said "SUPRISE!!" and i was really really shocked about it.. and maira brought some balloons.. then they sang happy birthday's song for me.. and they gave me presents.. first girl that i hugged that time was farah.. i almost crying that time.. but.. because of the makeup that my aunt put on.. x jadilah nak nangis ahahahha.. i really really treasure them.. so much.. even we were not in the same school anymore.. but it doens't mean that lost contact terus.. we still keep in touch.. now susah sikit nak jumpe mawaddah and farah since dorang asrama.. maira and timah bukan asrama but still susah jumpe gak.. but.. once jumpe.. habihlah dunia.. eceh.. anyway.. thanks girls for everything.. may Allah bless our friendship.. i love u all.. like my own siblings..
-xoxo D
now at 2:42 pm im writing about chances and regret.. u guys mesti pernah regret for somethings right? me? of course I do.. there's so much regret that i have in my life.. i regret for changing school.. i regret for not exercising.. i regret for not studying well.. banyak lagi lah.. but.. i realized.. i will be more regret if i didn't take the chance.. if im not changing school.. i might dont know anyone.. i might dont know how to communicate with someone that not even my race.. i might not able to make new wonderful friends like them.. okeyh about that exercise thing.. err.. i need to be exercise.. if im not.. i will be more fattier than i am now.. uhuhu.. but yeah.. everything happens because there is a reason behind that.. or.. need to do something about it.. like if i dont exercise.. i will be fat so i have to do it.. if im not study.. i will be a fail person.. so i have to study no matter what.. and trust me... all the effort that u do.. it will give a beautiful result.. and u will never regret it.. so take a chance while u still have it... once u didn't take the chances that u have.. u will regret it till the end of your life..
-xoxo D
hye~~ today.. at 11:12 pm.. i will write about hope.. okeyh.. based on the picture.. hope means hold on..pain ends.. so means like.. you just have to hope for something.. just hope.. and wait.. until the pain ends.. you all must have something to hope right? for example u hope that u are still kid.. u hope that u will get better result in the exam.. yeah.. me too.. i hope that i will be better person and get better result for this coming exam.. and hope.. that my haters will stop hating me.. i dont know why they want to make me fall down too hard.. i dont even do anything to them.. emm.. oh yeah.. hope to Allah is the most thing ever.. ape ape bende yang macam sedih ke ape ke.. u need to hope to Allah to give you some happiness or way to go to the right path.. All are depends to Allah.. we just can hope.. remember.. we just can HOPE and TRY.. thats all for today.. i have to study.. muehehe... chau...
-xoxo heera
hello.. assalamualaikum.. and good morning world... now at 7:47 a.m.. im gonna tell u guys about work out.. something like exercice to get fit.. lagipon.. tak lame lagi sukan tahunan right? ^^.. alright.. many people said people going to gym or work out is only untuk jadikan badan tu sado.. hey guys.. no laa.. not all of them.. they exercise and work out to stay healthy.. bukan setakat nak sado.. we exercise untuk kuatkan stamina badan.. alright guys? but selalu nye orang yang cakap camtu actually dia malas nak work out.. :P... just kidding.. ahaha... train your body with hard.. jangan manjakan badan tu... okay? dont stopp.. push harder.. u keep going... then.. pap! u success!.. alright.. im going to play squash right noww.. chauu
-xoxo heera
hyeee.. i'm back.. here at 6:54 pm.. i have to get ready actually for my class tonight.. but nevermind.. alright.. so.. today.. look.. this topic is actually to tell u guys that.. u dont have to judge people... korang mesti selalu dengar right? like.. "euww.. dia pakai ketat ah.." or "omgg she's not wearing hijjab" or "she is muslim but why she freehair" or "dorang tak panas ke pakai tudung.. ntah pape ntah".. alright.. these kind of examples are very rude u know.. im not backing anyone's side.. just to tell u.. who are we to judge people... do u know maybe dorang tak pakai tudung or pakai ketat2 semua ade sebab.. we cant judge them from their outside.. okeyh.. look.. free hair? i have a friend that free hair.. but.. i still friend with her.. just give them nasihat lah.. no need to kutuk or what.. if u kutuk dorang or nasihat but in the rude way.. they will never listen to us.. u want to advice people.. u have to advice kindly.. not harshly.. kalau harshly.. sape nak dengar..they still have heart you know... they have feeling.. so please dont judge people.. do u know.. only with your single word.. can make them feel stress.. and when they're stress? what will happen to them? think.. jangan nilai if u dont know anything.. just mind your own bisnes.. so people out there.. who always kene kecam.. or kene kutuk.. remember this word.. "haters make u popular.." and this word.. "if someone want to take u down.. it means that u are at the top of them".. x yah kisah pasal orang cakap.. just be yourself.. and have fun.. BUT!.. jadi diri sendiri ke arah yang baik.. not bad okay ;).. never give up! show that u can still move on with their rude word.. they will never stop if u keep saying "go die you haters".. they all gonna die.. we all gonna die.. but.. trust me.. if u be patient.. they will tired.. then they will stop talking bad about u.. macam ade pengalaman je.. hahaa.. yeah,. i already feel that kind of situation.. ;).. remember.. no matter what.. just DONT GIVE UP.. alright.. seriously im gonna late for class.. ahahah muahhh guyss...
-xoxo heera
here u go.. today.. at 1:26 pm.. i'm gonna tell you guys about friends.. do u know what the meaning of 'FRIEND'? many people anggap kawan ni like u know.. something that not important... actually.. friend is important.. cause what? we need someone that can be crazy with us.. that is a life.. but.. some people.. they just friend ikut class.. not class like 2 amanah or what.. but.. low class, upper class, top class.. its not nice.. human are all same.. me? i got a lotttttttt of friends.. each class.. i got 1 or two.. friend is magic u know? but im weird because sometime.. like.. if there are some girls and some boys getting hangout or getting chit chatting... they said they are couple.. oh goshh.. u know what.. if we close to someone.. either girl or boy. that doesnt mean that they are lesbian or gay or whatever it is.. its just friendship..friendship goals... sebab tu when i saw a boy sit on the other boy's thighs.. i feel they are such a sweet friendship they've got.. its really nice to have friends that can laugh with uss.. can sad with us.. can talk bad about people together.. ahaha lol.. so please.. be nice to them.. cause.. its hard to find a buddyz that same perangai ngan kita... minat yang sama.. yeah maybe minat yang sama tu kind of easy to find but.. its hard to find that really into it.. like really over.. duhh.. haha... alright.. so.. this is it.. appreciate your friends.. dont judge people.. bak kate orang putih... "dont judge book by it's cover" haaa... ahaha... chauu.. -xoxo heera
omg.. look at me.. im 14 years old now.. keh3.. not yet laa actually.. my birthday lame lagi.. but.. lain right? i dont know this is me or not.. ahaha.. cause.. im look so different when im wearing lense and all thingss.. blehh bleh bleh..
oh! look at the bride!.. she's cute right? and totally gorgeous.. so.. selamat pengantin baru saye ucapkan.. hope u guys last long untill jannah.. love u guyss. muahh
