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now at 8:23 pm, hi dearself.. i got a question for you.. why do u exist when u cant even be yourself and cant make your parents proud of you? why do you even exist when all the good things u did no one care.. why do u exist when everybody just see your bad doing?.. why do u even exist when your parents just want other siblings be with them and not u.. why do u exist when u are really weak to face the cruel world?..why do u exist when u always feel empty.. why do u exist when u always think that u shouldnt be born.. why do u exist when u dont know what u lived for.. why do u exist when u just a burden.. answer me dearself.. answer me